I Have A Choice
Choose Your Attitude
Since being real with myself and coming to terms with my true emotions concerning the demise of my last relationship and friendship, I have pretty much chosen to have a “down in the dumps” attitude. Often smiling and appearing to enjoy myself, deep down I have chosen to be depressed about it. Every night before I go to sleep, I choose to think about him and focus on what happened for things to go south. And every morning when I wake up, I choose to put the sad face on because he didn’t call me in the middle of the night to invite me back into his life.
I know, I know…I’m pretty doggone pathetic over here. But the moral of this is that I choose what face to put on. I choose if I am going to let today be a good day or a bad day. I choose how I am going to feel each day. I choose if I am going to allow my heart to open again. I choose if I am going to entertain the guy at Wal-Mart who tried to pick me up by asking if Rice Dream milk tastes good. In his case, I chose not to.
Life is about choices. Sometimes we aren’t given a choice, but we dohave a choice on how we are going to react/respond. Today I want to make a conscious effort to pay better attention to my attitude. I do not want others to influence me and the decisions I make. It really is totally up to me. It is mychoice. And I choose the right choice for me. I choose to be happy.
Blessings & Prosperity!
This is Jewells signing out…